i jez wonder.
why is it so hard for me to be 'me'??
or myb i hav to let go many things to be the real 'me'..
which i stil not strong enough to do it now..
or myb its jez not the rite time to do so..
so when is the rite time??
let the time lead us to the rite path..
n hope that i will get 'taufiq'(kekuatan) from Allah..
p/s: sometimes we already get the hidayah(kesedaran) to improve, but not the taufiq(kekuatan) to change ourself..hopefully i'll get both..